just blahing....

my past few post was more serious and express what i think.... ppl start thinking that there is something wrong with me..... i guess ppl just are use to that side of me...

anyways... on friday the strangest thing to me... well it not really that strange.. cz i should get use to it by now.. almost every single time i unexpectlly randomly wishes for something it comes true.. so on friday.. i had a quiz in biology class... and the quiz wasnt as easy as i thought it was and i was just randomly thinking in the the back of my head... i bet she will let us use out notes at the end of the class...it was totally random... i dont even no y i thought of that ...but at the end of the class she was like for the last 15 min of class u guys can use ur notes... and then i will like |||( O . O )~~~~~

but that not it!!!.... after that in math class.. we have a test... and there was caluaators.. in the front of the room... and someone in my class ask if we are gonna use it and my teacher said no.... so while taking the test i randomly unintentionally think in my head... i bet she is gonna let us use the caluator at the end of the classs to check out answers....... and then it happens. ||| ( O .O )

samething happen back in 7th grade... i was on the bus in the morning and then i was just thinking to myself... i wish we have field trips. *sigh*... and that day my teacher... told us bout our upcoming field trip....

SOOO WEIRD!!
AND FREAKY!!!

today whiile eating dinner... my bro just pop outta nowhere and was like hey when ur 18 im gonna take u to a nightclub..... then i was like who are u talking to... then he say u.... i was like wow that is kinda weird coming from a brother... cz usually they will be like against it and stuff.... and then my bro was like IF U GO TO NIGHTCLUB IM GONNA CHOP OFF UR LEG!! ... and the he started laughing... so stupid!!!

my family....

sometimes I hate it that my mom especially my mom no nothing about me...
dont no what kind of person i am...
what kind of person i want to be...
what do i like.....
and what i want....
but now that i think about it, it not my mom fault..... but it is mine...
i dont give her the chance to let her know me...
i dont tell her who i am...
what i like..
who i wanna be..
and i dont tell her what i want...
i cant just expect her to no everything about me... when i dont tell her anything...

out of my family i think my brother knows me to best...
he know me more than i give him credit for...
i guess it cz me communicate more..
but sometimes my brother is very mysterious to me...
like me he had a hidden part of him...
even though he is always joking around, being stupid, and foolish...
i no that is just the outside.
in a way my brother and i is very alike...

i feel really sorry and gateful for him...
because he is older... he have to do more work..
i have more freedomm...
i can do what i want ... at least most of what i want in my life but my brother cant....
he given up his dream..
for my unknown dream...

.... i think i need to be more appreciative especially toward my family... and think more of them then myself...

help....

a lot of time when my friend tell me about their problems... even though i really want to help and give advice most of the time i dont no wat to say or give out good advice like other ppl.... because most of the time i dont no wat to do either so all i can do is listen and say jia you... i hope that helps... but i dont think soo...

recently i did something really immature!.....i only listen to one side of the story and only listen about stuff other ppl say bout that person but i really didnt get to no that person.... and i did something really mean.... when that person did nothing to me..... i realize how stupid that is... even if ther person is like that i should at least get to know that person first and find out myself.....

oh yeah driver ed is SOOOOOO boring!!!!


SAY NO TO DRUGS!!
tee hee
^-^\/

BABIES!!!

babies are just popping up everywhere today.....

today in 3rd period my teacher... brought his 2 years old baby son to school today!!
he was sooo adorable and cute!! I loove babies!! they are soo innocent!

today my brother told me that his best buddy!.... who really really nice to me... he treats me like his sister... is having a baby today.... i dont no if the baby is out yet.. but i feel really happy for him!!! and i think his baby is gonna be soo cute! cz he gonna act like his dad... when my brother first told me that the first thing i picture in my head is the baby wearing baggy cloths that is too big for him and his dad wearing the same thing and they both standing next to each other.... my brother's friend is kinda the gangsta style...... oh yeah he said he is gonna name his baby 康康 in chinese and Nono in english!!! sooo funny!!. u willl only get it if ur chinese.....

i just saw baby picture of two guys.....
they both dont like nothing alike....
but stilll cute!!

babies are soo pitchable!!!!!
i love the innocent look of babies... they are not selfish like us... they make other happy and when they see someone happy they are happy!!! soo cute!!!


anyways wazup with me and babies today!

in a bloging mood....

hey hey hey!!!
OMG!!! i was watching

梁祝... butterfly lover....

TODAY!!! i was sooooooooo goood!!! I Cried soo much in the end....it was soooo sad...... booohoooo!!! i really really enjoy!!! might watch it again someday!!! Charlene choi is sooo cute!! as always!! .. wu zun was pretty kool... but i really prefer him in modern outfit then back then.... or maybe it the his hair style that keep ignoring me in the movie....

welll anyways while i was watching the thin gie... my dad interupted me and ask m e to go to Lowes with him.... i got kinda pissed.... cz i do

nt wanna goo!!!!....

sometimes i feel like i being little too me an to my dad.... he is never mean to me.....
while driving home sitting in the car i re a lize that i had never say "im sorry" to him before..... but i guess im not the type that willl say stuff like that.... i just show "im sorry" thro ugh my actions...

oh yeah the other day my dad and i w e n t to sams clubs... and the dad was playing with the cart.... like he was skating on the cart o r something.... sooooo kawaiiii!!! LOL! should of take a pic of it!! lol!

hey are some more pic from Sat ur d a y !!! they are kool looking!