feeling really stressed rite now... feeling like blogging... geting my hidden thoughts out of my head
i want to go back to china...
where my grandpa, the one who brought me up, the one who loved me for who i was, the one who sometimes seem like a kid to me, the one who had patience with me, and the one that treated me differently from everyone else,
is.... lying on the hospital bed slowly dying each day.....
here i am... worrying bout how my hair look, how stupid other people are, and having fun... my grandfather is living not knowing if there is a tommorrow..
i seriously wants to go back to china and see him!.... this is my last chance...when i left for the airplane 8 years ago... i didnt think that... that might be the last time i will see him...
........
i hope he gets well!
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
EHHHHH! WAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!
kinda fustrating..
here are some pics i edited...
my fave.. one before and after....
Friday, April 10, 2009
SPRING BREAK!!!
WOW! time passed by super fast! it already spring break!!! and next thing u no school is already over!!
this spring break was pretty kool!
on tuesday when i was bout to walked to nan house's to get jason's wallet.. i check my mail and my cell phone thingie arrived!! YAY!! LOL!
oh yeah when i was walking it was snowing tooo! i was like WTF! at first i thought it was flower but then it fell on my face and melt!........ after i got back casey and her mom came pick me up and then we picked jason up! and we went to casey's piano lesson and H-MART! i made jason ate A LOT of wasabi!! and yeah.... he almost died! lol! then we went shopping for trang again! i brought some monokuro phone chain.. i gave the white one to vikki and i kept the black one and now we are offically couples!! lol! i also got some pencils too! YAY CUTE PENCILS!! i was looking for a monokuro mouse pad but they dont have it! GRRRRR! Later i went to casey's house and spend the night with her!!! and we didnt sleep all night!
lol!! -if u no wat i mean-!
on wednesday is casey's party!!! we spent most of the morning fixing our hair! casey and vikki both tried to make my hair puffy but it just keep falling down! lol! and casey put makeup on me and vikki! and then i just all black and white and we made all the azn wear black and white to the party too! lol! then jason, vikki. casey and me made set up for the party... we made wonton and cupcakes with funny faces! lol!
the party was fun overalll! except for the part wherre i felll and slide down the mini hill! lol!!
last night i started watching 1 litre of tears recommended by iman and shin! it was soooooooooooooo sad!!! i was crying my eyes out! i tired not too but i cant help it!! i feel sooo sorry for the girl!!! wahhhhh! and this morning when i woke up . i looked at myself in the mirror. i almost scream!! my eyes were horrible it was all swollen and chinkayyy!!!! but luckly my chinkinesss went away after a few hours...!!! YAY!!
.......im gonna go watch it now............ see ya! lol!
p.s: IM SOO OBESSED WITH MONOKURO!!! NOW!!!! I WANNA MAKE MY WHOLE ROOM MONOKURO! AND BLACK AND WHITE! I just looked online and saw so really kool site with alot of monokuro stuff!
http://www.shopkawaii.com/SearchResults.asp
http://www.allthingsforsale.com/catalog/index.php?cPath=75_87
and of course ebay!!!
lol! i wanna get some of the stuff soo badly but i dont wanna pay for shipping! i wish i can go to ny this summer and go to chinatown and buy a whole bunch of monokuro stuff! lol!
this spring break was pretty kool!
on tuesday when i was bout to walked to nan house's to get jason's wallet.. i check my mail and my cell phone thingie arrived!! YAY!! LOL!
oh yeah when i was walking it was snowing tooo! i was like WTF! at first i thought it was flower but then it fell on my face and melt!........ after i got back casey and her mom came pick me up and then we picked jason up! and we went to casey's piano lesson and H-MART! i made jason ate A LOT of wasabi!! and yeah.... he almost died! lol! then we went shopping for trang again! i brought some monokuro phone chain.. i gave the white one to vikki and i kept the black one and now we are offically couples!! lol! i also got some pencils too! YAY CUTE PENCILS!! i was looking for a monokuro mouse pad but they dont have it! GRRRRR! Later i went to casey's house and spend the night with her!!! and we didnt sleep all night!
lol!! -if u no wat i mean-!
on wednesday is casey's party!!! we spent most of the morning fixing our hair! casey and vikki both tried to make my hair puffy but it just keep falling down! lol! and casey put makeup on me and vikki! and then i just all black and white and we made all the azn wear black and white to the party too! lol! then jason, vikki. casey and me made set up for the party... we made wonton and cupcakes with funny faces! lol!
the party was fun overalll! except for the part wherre i felll and slide down the mini hill! lol!!
last night i started watching 1 litre of tears recommended by iman and shin! it was soooooooooooooo sad!!! i was crying my eyes out! i tired not too but i cant help it!! i feel sooo sorry for the girl!!! wahhhhh! and this morning when i woke up . i looked at myself in the mirror. i almost scream!! my eyes were horrible it was all swollen and chinkayyy!!!! but luckly my chinkinesss went away after a few hours...!!! YAY!!
.......im gonna go watch it now............ see ya! lol!
p.s: IM SOO OBESSED WITH MONOKURO!!! NOW!!!! I WANNA MAKE MY WHOLE ROOM MONOKURO! AND BLACK AND WHITE! I just looked online and saw so really kool site with alot of monokuro stuff!
http://www.shopkawaii.com/SearchResults.asp
http://www.allthingsforsale.com/catalog/index.php?cPath=75_87
and of course ebay!!!
lol! i wanna get some of the stuff soo badly but i dont wanna pay for shipping! i wish i can go to ny this summer and go to chinatown and buy a whole bunch of monokuro stuff! lol!
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